Torn jeans, pastel colors and little flowers

Pastel colors and little flowers, this is how it works for me in this period :)

Autumn is finally here and it brought to me new energies, as usual. And I need them more than ever now, since a period full of things to do and new experiences is coming :)
My days are filled in order to be productive yet serene and, well it feels good! :)

Singing classes have finally started again and, together with them, piano classes!!! Ahhh ♥

Oral examination in Victorian English Literature last Tuesday and  I got an unexpected maximum grade cum laude...wiiiiiiiii! :D
And exams means meeting friends from university after rare summer meetings and meeting them means laughs and lot of talking, so...super-good! ;D

Studying for English Literature exam !

BBC "North and South", tea, fullcorn biscuits and fruit after training at the swimming pool on a rainy evening...like a boss! :D

And on Friday, a girlie afternoon with my mum after singing and piano lesson and before sunset time run :)♥

  

You, you left me with scars ♥

Tonight is exactly one year since I experienced one of the best nights of my life.This time, one year ago, I was experiencing this prodigious amount of Emotion together with three special people. And it was the first time we were all together, finally. 

This time, one year ago, I was having one of the best times of my life, under the stage where five awesome Swedes were playing awesome music. 

This time, one year ago, the lights had already been turned off and they had already got on stage. And I already looked at them and thought: "You, you are leaving me with scars". And indeed, they left me with scars. Scars that will remain for the rest of my life. 

This time, one year ago, I was screaming and singing and crying and jumping and sweating. 
And I didn't know yet that deeper sweet scars awaited me outside.

For that night I had the honor to meet them...

Herr Björn Gelotte, Herr Niclas Engelin and Herr Daniel Svensson :)

...to be told "Of course you can!" in the nicest way by this awesome guy that is Herr Gelotte and to enjoy his funny and somehow tender ways :D

...to drink something in a pub having awesome people at my table and In Flames themselves the table next to ours

...to watch "Deliver Us" video together with the guys themselves, having Niclas strolling about and playing air-guitar :°)

...and, yes. To meet Him.
Him, whose Voice so many times I've dabbed on my aching wounds like a sanatory salve. Whose Voice has been such a source of Inspiration and Emotion since the first time it came across my life. Whose Voice I heard that night ask me if we had ever met before, 'cause he somehow knew my face.
Him, whom I couldn't believe to be looking at me - yes...me! -from his table.
Him, whose amazing eyes carving bright into mine almost made me forget how to speak.
Him, whose hand holding my arm and whose arm under my hand for one last time before parting I'll never ever forget as long as I live. 

Med Anders ♥
...din röst tårar mig sönder

Since the day after that night, there has never been a single day that didn't see a thought fly from my mind to those eternal moments and lost himself in happiness, in nostalgia.
Like a beautiful dream burning out at the end of the night, when you open your eyes and laughter still echo in your ears and butterflies still flap their wings in your stomach, but you can't believe it all has really happened. But you got proofs, marked with fire on your soul.